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(no subject) [Nov. 5th, 2008|10:16 am]
I am so happy right now.
GOBAMA!
I am so happy to FINALLY be living in a blue state, with an especially blue city.
what an electrified NYC last night and i think this excitement will carry through Obama's presidency.

more money for education..thank goodness....
thank God for a fresh economy. a fresh face.

I can only wish that people would stop being so immature saying they are moving to a different country. put your money where your mouth is and DO IT ALREADY! stop talking about it and do it. our country does not need your pessimism!!!
everybody, regardless of your views, GET ON BOARD AND SUPPORT OUR NEW PRESIDENT.
he is not going to ruin the country.

there is going to be change...if you dont like it, that is totally fine. its the american way. just voice your opinion by voting for someone else 4 years from now.

STOP BEING SO NEGATIVE EVERYONE.

oh and i love you.
i miss you alabama
im coming home at christmas so get ready!!!!!!!!!

ROLL TIDE!
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(no subject) [Sep. 10th, 2008|10:40 pm]
heyyyyyy y'all!!
well, i'm here and i'm going to school, and living in the big apple....it's so totally cray-cray (crazy).
School is good - super super super hard....and it's hard to make friends but i think i'm finally doing it!!
Organic chem is a MESS!!! but i did make a friend and she helped me work some problems and now we are friends and im excited! these people are definitely not southern; however, i am convinced that by introducing a little of my southern charm into their lives that it will start to grow on them and they will be more friendly/polite/sweet. I just smile and model through it.
also..just in case anyone was wondering..everyone at hunter was either born and raised in NYC or from another country - specifically Russia, Thailand, Nepal, China, and India.....let's just say that I'm meeting people from all over the world!!!!!
Living in the same city with michael is totally awesome and it is just so right and perfect!!!!
My apartment is terrible...when i first walked in the only thing i could do to keep from crying was laugh alot...but with michael and my mom's help, we made it livable haha....ahhhh nyc life on a budget....
so we had the option to sublease for 3-6 months, so we are leaving after 3 unless we can't find anything else.

and also!! apparently my school is a jewish school bc my last final at christmas is DEC. 23RD FROM 5:30-8:30 PM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HELLO?!!? THATS THE DAY BEFORE CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!!!! GIVE ME A BREAK PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss you guys so much - send me some love!!! i need it sooo badly!!!
i want to come home for a game, but i dont know if i can! argh!!

i've gotten to hang out with my big brother alot, but i havent seen my sis yet! whats up with that?!

i also love my roomate. her name is sarah and her birthday is this weekend!

i miss alabama alot but nyc is great.....
i miss my girls so much....

i cant wait to visit you in la, asti!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it will be soon i hope!!
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(no subject) [Aug. 6th, 2008|10:02 pm]
IM MOVING TO NYC.....and i have A PLACE TO LIVE!

get excited!!

and all you new yorkers get ready bc im gonna need some friendly faces!
i move on aug 15th..mom and i are driving up with some of my stuff and im moving into an apartment in brooklyn right on the L train....

im so excited...and scared!

yay
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(no subject) [Mar. 8th, 2008|11:18 am]
New York in 7 days?? Yes please!!!!

i get to see my big sister! i get to see my big brother! i get to see michael! It really is going to be an amazing trip and im really excited for all those that are going for the first time. you guys are going to have an absolute blast! nyc really is magical, as corny and silly as that sounds.

on another note, me and asti had the time of our lives last night...seriously...SO FUN!!! we went to a party thrown by some of the people she works with..it was so nice and refreshing..meeting tons of new people and drinking sangria...ohhh yes!! nice change of pace if i do say so myself.

I am so content right now.
I got accepted into Hunter College for next year. I don't know if I am gonna go in the fall or spring though, because now i wont be able to start nursing school there till fall 2009 because you have to be a matriculated student there the spring before you start nursing school in the fall...so i dont really know when im going, but im going and im so freakin happy!!

I miss my girlies in playboy...i dont think crystal reads LJ, but erin--im glad we had that experience together!!
how nice not to have any drama among the cast...it was so refreshing....ahhh...

me and asti just ate at the waysider... mmmm..... now i have got to work out and do hw all day and night!!!!

get ready for nyc yallll!
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(no subject) [Jan. 5th, 2008|10:52 am]
not ready to go back at ALL.

i have never felt like that.
i dont know why i am dreading giong back to ttown...i wish i knew...

bout to go to the gym with my momma....then to get new tennis shoes....then shopping? i dunno..

but i def know that im seeing sweeney todd today with my mom.that will be good...

i want to change my body but i love sweets way too much....ad when i try to not have them, i crave them more!!! its a never ending cycle!

not gonna go back to ttown till monday...and im gonna stop in bham and seee michael's momma...maybe stop in cullman and see natalie and beth and paul too.....hahaha anything to prolong going back...that is just sad.


hahaha

i do miss everyone though!
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i promised an update.... [Dec. 30th, 2007|12:00 pm]
Had a great christmas, i really did.
it was a little crazy at my house because almost my entire extended family was here...but that was fun.
michael met the entire extended family...they all loved him of course....my grandma thinks he is so handsome and kissed him on the lips!
we had a lot of fun in bham and cullman and huntsville.

i got a lot of clothes for christmas which was awesome...also got alot of cool stuff from my bros and sis.

i had another entire christmas with michael and his mom and step mom and dad and natalie.
michael got me a bunch of stuff including an AWESOME purse, cd signed by artist, scarf, and uper cute shirt
his mom got me this super cute CABI jacket...sooo cute
his step mom, natalie, and dad got me a beautful necklace with a pearl, an ornament with my name on it, and some really cute brighton stuff (love that stuff)...and to top THAT all off....my 'after christmas' present....web cams!!! they got me and michael and them (being paul and beth) web cams so we can all talk...margaret (michaels mom) already has one on her computer....so now we'll all be able to talk and SEE each toher....
such a blessing bc i dont know if ill seeh im at all while hes on tour for 6 mths.

hahahah when i first went back to micahel's grandmas when he first got to cullman, she loved my outfit for some reasona nd told me and michael we looked sexy....hahahah jsut thought that was funny enough to share..


OO OOO...they also have all this land on his grandma's property with this cave they call Rockhouse (see facebook pics) and all these woods and this reallly pretty little river (see facebook pics) so we took 4 wheelers through the woods to get there...it was SOOO fun!

and i got to hang out witht he one and only jennifer hall (his cousin that is an actress in L.A.)...she is so cool..seriously....i laughed the entire time i was with her. and she is so nice.


so me nad michael got up at 5 am this morning to take him to the airport...dont think ive cried that much in a long time. we were both just dying. it gets harder and harder everytime and somtimes i dont think i can make it...so if yo see me bein sad just tell me that i can do it!

then i drove home on 3.5 hours of sleep..and here i am...

i really do love his entire family. we are so close now i really do feel like they are my family . i love each and every one of them.

hoep everyone has fun on new years eve...im pretty sure im gonna sit at my house and be sad bc i dont have my boyfriend to ring in the new year with....

and all you people who are blessed enough to have your significant other in the same city as you.....dont take it for granted bc long distance is SO HARD!
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(no subject) [Dec. 29th, 2007|09:42 pm]
Michael leaves tomorrow.
never been more sad.

he'll be on tour for 6 months....dont know when i will see him....hopefully we will find a way during that time...otherwise i may go insane

gotta finish the hunter apps.

i want a lexus suv...or a volvo jetta...or any new car...

good news is i dont need one if im gonna move to NYC in less than a year...more like 8 months or so......weird

so mikey mike will get back june 15th and then stay in the city so he can go to my big sis' wedding with meee....which is gooooddd...never taken a date to a wedding before...making big strides with my life hahaha....

i love him yall.

goo dnight...we gotta packkk
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(no subject) [Dec. 7th, 2007|10:49 am]
13 days till michael comes HOME HOME HOME! cannot wait!
also...only 6 days until i am HOME...geez......so pumped.absolutely pumped.

i think christmas will be fun this year!..it will be insane...just found out all my entire family is coming to our house. thats cool. gonna be alot of traveling - cullman, bham, etc..back and forth back and forth.
all i know...is i cannot WAIT!

i love the christmas season. SO MUCH.

and i am excited about what i am getting for michael....now that i know what im getting him. it was scary there for a while.

sorry this post is so insane
all i know is that im exhausteddddd
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i hate practicum [Nov. 29th, 2007|11:48 pm]
So i had the flu last week.
because my body is so run down, i was diagnosed with bacterial pneumonia today.
spent 2 hours at the doctor, including getting a chest x ray.
on 4 drugs and a z pack.
and to top it all off i have a test tomorrow. and photo call was tonight for bouncers which meant an extra 2 hours at RO JO with no studying to be done there.
have to take that test tomorrow
film a movie for seth's class which i dont know how i will be able to do since i cant stop coughing.

i have never felt liek this. i cough so hard that my whole body aches....i can feel my kidneys about to explode im coughing so hard.

note to self: take care of me!

i try to be up in spirits even thoguh im sick, bc truthfully i feel so much better than i have and did last week. but when i come home and just let myself lay down and unwind i feel worse than ever.

i cant wait till this week is over. till i have my nights back...not to relax, but so i have more hours to study and make perfect grades. i dont even care about hanging out with people, per se, i jsut want enough hours to get all my shit done.

not to mention i hve an application due sat that is very important, but im nervous about filling it out for some reason.

im tired. i want christmas break. and i want michael to be here with me. i miss him so much and i cannot wait to be with him. that is the thign that is getting me through these next two weeks.

but keep on smiling, it makes everything better..doesnt it?


all i want is sllleeeppppp~~~
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(no subject) [Sep. 25th, 2007|08:49 pm]
soooo...michael's gone...sad
it was a good weekend...roll tide...too bad we lost!! but it was a good game!

gah i love little natalie (as if you cant tell from my facebook albums haha)..i cant believe how smart she is now!!! it happens to quickly!

much needed dinner and yogurt with alli today...gah i love you so hard...why dont we do that more often. you are one of my oldest and dearest friends....i mean c'mon we live around the corner from each other...ilove you. thank you for everything.

seth is mad at me. great.
cant please everyone, ya know? just learning that day by day.

should be a busy two weeks.....yayayaay

not seeing miss firecracker till friday night..im pumped though!!!

just worked out..and it feels so good...

gotta go write 2 play reports...BOOOOOOO!!
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(no subject) [Sep. 18th, 2007|04:41 pm]
TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im so excited!
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(no subject) [Sep. 17th, 2007|12:31 pm]
TWO DAYS.
unreal!!!

so excited....its almost here!
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(no subject) [Sep. 14th, 2007|11:32 am]
blake is playing with my hair right now and it feels amazing!!!

its tornado-ing...so me and moy ordered pizza...and cinna stix...and cheesy bread. oh yeah.

and its only 5 days.

and here is the beginnings of my christmas list....i have never EVER made one before:

new awesome digi camera
earrings..i really want diamond ones hahahaha....ill prob never get those hahaha but maybe bc mom likes to get me jewelry for christmas
new back pack
shoes
purses
money
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um..i just thought yall should know... [Sep. 12th, 2007|02:34 pm]
that it is only 7 days!!
im so excited!

oh and who wants to go to my microbiology lab for me?! please?
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i want a new digital camera...REAL bad [Sep. 9th, 2007|12:26 pm]
Seriously....i need one!! i love mine and all, but its from my senior year of high school and its time for a new one!
i cant decide if i should ask for it for christmas or just buy it now with my own money. but if i buy it now, then i will have less moneyt o do stuff i want to do like..going to nyc, clothes, trips, etc, etc. so yeah..any input?

on a lighter, much happier note....10 days till michael is here! yall im so excited i cant stand it!!

oh and on an even HAPPIER note.....AUBURN LOST TO SOUTH FLORIDA LAST NIGHT!! ROLLLLLLLLLLLLL TIDE ROLLLLLLLLL!

oh and p.s...i love my friends!
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(no subject) [Sep. 6th, 2007|09:40 am]
It's been a weird, weird week.
i babysat all last weekend and now i feel even more out of the loop than i did before. i hate that feeling and i dont see it going away for a while.

negativity everywhere needs to stop. how can anything get done if you dont think it can? why cant we all be supportive of each other? and love each other? not in a 'oh youre so wonderful i love everything about you' kind of way. but like seth said the other day...when you talk bad about people it just brings the dept down into this pit of negativity and competition; when you watch someone or interact with someone find something GOOD in them..even if its a HORRIBLE performance, find something cool or different in their performance - something good - something you can steal. dont bring the dept down by talking BAD about people all the time. you never know who you offend.

now, Lord knows im not perfect in that area. but i AM trying. and i know that is easier to be negative and to take the low road. but i think if everyone just tried to be more supportive and not only find the good in someone's performance, but in their PERSON as well.

Last night helped, and i figured it would make my upset-ness go away, but it hasnt totally.
and i hate that. i guess it wil just take time.
everything will be better in 13 DAYS! i am so excited i cant stand it!
i cant wait to drive to the huntsville airport!!!!
got a football ticket for michael thanks to AVA KELLEY! girl, you dont know how much i love you!!! thanks again!
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well ALLISON [Aug. 29th, 2007|02:42 pm]
it isnt 27 hours....BUT...it is THREE WEEKSSSS!! I CAN MAKE IT!
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(no subject) [Aug. 27th, 2007|02:43 pm]
sittin in the lab!!!
really really hungry!!!

just got out of seth's acting 4 class...i think it will be a good year.

i LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE my roomates!!! last night was too great..fun with glue!

i loved how yesterday me and asti and jacqueline pigged out on pizza, cinnastix, and cheesy bread and just talked..i love my friendsssss

the rest of this week should be pretty packed!!!

sepptttt 199999ttthhhh cannot come soon enough!
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okay so now that im over my plane trauma... [Aug. 12th, 2007|09:00 am]
i can write about the rest of my trip!!

Okay so after i get home from spring awakening tix/lunch with michael, me and my big sis go on a walk all through soho, noho, west village, china town, little italy, the works. we eat at a barbeque place called bonelick park. AM-A-ZING!! we proceeded to have a 3 course meal..of salads...haha not even kidding. we had lettuce wedges for an appetizer, then a pre-dinner salad, then for our entree we both had a salad with barbeque chicken. it was delish to say the least! i just love spending time with my big sis...we are gonna hvea blast when i finally move up there. its so nice to know i have family there. and i just love her fiance. he rocks!!! then we trekked it back on through greenwich and up to her apt. i got ready and michael met me there for SPRING AWAKENING.

i mean honestly, words cannot describe this show or my feelings from it.
it was absolutely incredible. hands down, my favorite show now...even better than les mis!! which for those of you who know me is a MAJOR thing!
i think alot of it had to do with the energy. it was so captivating and full of life. i definitely think it deserved best musical (although i have not seen many of the others nominated haha). ooo it gives me chills even thinking about it now!! im so glad i got to share that show with michael even though hes seen it like 4 other times haha....it was SOO gooooodd!!
after that we head over to ellen's stardust diner to see STD!! what i got wasnt good--dont get the chicken fingers haha..but michael liked his!! he got the sliders. BUT OUR DESSERT WAS AMAZING!!! we got some sort of brownie sundae thing and it was SO good! stephen was an excellent waiter....this place is so fun though! everyone is so talented!!
then we watched as std sang his very first song as a server in ellen's stardust diner!! POISON IVY! oh yeah!

on tues, we layed around for a little bit then we got up and went to the museum of natural history! omg! it was so cool! lots of cool dead things....my fave are the dinosaurs! they are soooo big!!
oh and the elephants! those were cool, too!
we had a very traditional lunch and ate hot dogs and pretzels with poland spring water on the street. very nice. and very tasty.

then after that we meet up with my sis and her fiance back at their apt and go to dinner in greenwich at RARE (SOOO GOOD!) and then to see the bourne ultimatum back in gramercy. the first part was really good!! but i was so sleepy so i kinda fell asleep after that! (but its okay bc i saw it again with ben last night and it was really good!!)

and thus concludes my trip!! you guys know all about wed/thurs!!

im so happy though!! michael comes home VERY SOON! YAY!
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Okay so you guys dont even KNOW!! you will never believe this [Aug. 9th, 2007|10:27 am]
Okay, before talking about then end of my wonderful, beautiful, amazing trip to NYC i would first like to talk about what happened on the way home.

So..Tues night, there were alot of storms in NYC (which i have come to find out were tornadoes. i dont know. whatever). this caused the entire subway system to flood therefore making mass transit virtually impossible. the buses were over capacity and i kid you not, every single bus i saw said "next bus please" on the front. UGH.
so michael was supposed to take the subway down to my sis' place in gramercy to meet me there and then spend some time with me before we went to the airport. well, he couldnt bc of the transit issues so i decide to finish packing and then wait and take my shower at his apt and get ready there so we will have more time together.
WELL...
it took me TWO HOURS to get a freakin taxi!! i was standing outside with no makeup on, JEANS, and a tshirt...it was hot and muggy and gross...
oh and p.s...they do get a FEW trains running but they all happent o be going DOWNTOWN and i need UPTOWN. offfff COURSE!
so after i get the taxi i take it to michael's and then he hops in and rides with me to the airport in the taxi.
we get there at like 11 so i have like 2 hours just to sit with him and be with him. that was nice.
so i get to my gate and EVERY SINGLE flight from that gate that day had been delayed for liek 4 hours and then finally cancelled.
well we were only delayed for like 1.5 hours..GREAT, HUH?! what a relief after my already hectic day..full of sad, awful, and tearful goodbyes.

SO! we get about 25-30 min up in the air, and i hear a weird noise and smell some weird smells and everyone's ears start popping and going nuts. then the flight attendents start running up and down the aisles in a very UN calm manner. in FACT frantic...ive never seen them look terrified before.
so i start crying....no, SOBBING...thent he pilot comes on and says that we have to do an emergency landing...thankfully we are close enough to philidelphia that we can land at an airport....
turns out...WE LOST AN ENGINE
scariest time of my life
needless to say, landing was a BITCH and everyone was terrified.
now, you can fly at very low altitudes with one engine, but its not safe at all.
so after our emergency landing, the delta peopel make us wait forEVER to tell us anything. so it sucks bc we're at a US airways airport and there are only like 2 delta gates so it sucks bc they are gonna have trouble rebooking. i end up having to stay in philly overnight. Delta put me up in a hotel and gave me some food vouchers.
it was so scary. this was my frist time flying alone. and then all this happens. and P.S..staying in a hotel room by yoruself with no internet isnt that fun in case you were wondering.

i am finally home after getting up at 345 AM this morning to make my flight to cinncinati and then to hsv. THESE 2 DAYS HAVE SUCKED!

now...i miss michael and i miss my sister terribly.

BOO....
more details on my trip will come!!
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